Nosedive

The last few days have been really uncomfortable.  I feel like I’m drifting.  I did something to my right foot and can barely put any weight on the foot.      I want to hear the sound of another human voice.  I am drowning in this silence I created while I was drinking.  There is an AA meeting in town in an hour.  I never thought I would do this but I feel so alone and cut off.  65 days sober.